Still I want to be your lady..
I never thought I would be the kind of friend who got her friends coming over to her to get advice on how to dismiss a boy tactfully.
Written form is the only way I am full-fledged in the diplomatic sector.
So here I was dismissing a 52 year old man, a man my girlfriend knew she would have to meet again, so being direct with no possibility to misunderstand but still keeping it kind was of great importance.
I would agree if you told me that is my best sector.
The reason for my consent would be that I know I can be really mean, and each time I am, I will be mean to a person with purpose which is even worse. I will let my words flow without thought - just current feeling. I know myself well enough to know when I am about to take a step too far. I also know it only happens when I let the feeling take a hold of me without thinking twice about the chosen words.
The only moments the sentiment ‘regret’ hits me.
So therefor, I would personally say being purposely nice to someone is easy. I am practising being nice to people everyday. I am practising giving my apology each time I fail through.
Choosing your words carefully - oh, isn’t that the artform they call writing.
I am grateful that I got to help her out tonight. Thanks to all the, whoever made me good at this, for making my techniques in the process of dismissal to no longer be a process. Just a simple flow of words that will make you get the point quick but as soft as a cotton wrapped knife.
Over and out.